~* Moon Light Corner *~

I’m moving to my new blog at http://steven-confessions.blogspot.com/

Goodbye friendster blog

Have you ever wonder why you’re in a relationship instead of being single, having loads of freedom and fun out there, and meeting different girls and potentially having the ultimate chance of sleeping with different girls every weekend? If yes, Dr.Nick has a few formula to solve your question! Your mystery! AND YOUR MISERY!

So, the basic idea of friendship and love can be explained by the following formula below:

Frenship = love - sex + reason

Love = Frenship + sex - reason

so doesnt’ that make;

Reason = Sex + Reason - Frienship

and Sex = Reason + Love - Friendship?

However, if reason is friendship with sex without love, that simply means having a FB (F*ckbuddy). While sex on the other hand would be love with reason but without friendship, which ultimately denotes where sex = sugar daddy.

Thus in conclusion,

Friendship = True love (love + reason) without sex

Love = Sexual atrraction without reason (body hormones)

Sex = Sugardaddy

Reason = I wanna farrkkkk

Inspired by Pablo Francisco, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=val0gIUhjvs

Cheers!

Sitting here, starring at my laptop screen and wondering what should I fill up my time for my 3 weeks + holiday time.

Stan Getz is jazzing me through this very chilling autumn night, how I miss Alexis. The crowd, the music, the atmosphere and not to mention their Tiramisu cake. I’d never eaten such unique cake before. The texture, the fillings, the nuts with their raspberry cream is just sensationally delicious. Oh and also, with a glass of house wine. Heaven.

Finally, the end of semester 1. Which means I have to struggle 2 more upcoming semesters. To be honest, I’d never been so serious in my studies before. Since young, going to school, sitting in front of the desk and reading the stupid text book was never meant worthy for my time. So because of that, my results were average and getting credit average is considered lucky to me. When it came to college, I began to find interest in putting effort into my studies. Not because of I realized “Oh~~ studying is important, I need to study”. Its because I realized the rewarding moment when you get your exam results, knowing you’d put effort in and you’re getting good grades. I’d never felt so good.

Now I can’t believe I am doing masters. Totally unbelievable. Oh well, I managed to pull it through, hopefully *crosses finger*. 2 more semesters and off I go into the workforce.

What’s awaiting ahead of me? I wonder.

You wonder, you ponder and wondered

In your dreaming full of lies, you don’t wanna get out of it

Addictively wonder in your lala-land, hoping you’ll never wake up.

But you still have to wake up, cause, there’s this thing called reality.

It knocks on your door whenever you dream.

The reality is ambiguos yet fullfulling, contradictively being a slave to it.

Rise and fall, hope and dissapointed.

I’m addicted to this feeling.

Sat in the darkness, blind from the light

I see myself rising as a demonic soul reaver.

Drowned in despair and left with a tormented soul,

I’ll burn in hell with much comfort.

You’ll never know what tomorrow brings,

You’ll only know what you’ll bring to tomorrow.

Neverland is for the kids, while hell in heaven is for the ONE.

In this brink of despair, should I still hope and love ?

Still I’ll never find the key that unlocks this mystery of despair.

Anger,hatred,dissapointment and revenge..

Is this what is left in my heart?

This is what you get when you’re bored and messing around with Alien with a flamethrower in hand

Marinated BBQ Alien anyone?

Nothing much, just a little update.

Came back from Sydney, hang out for about 2 weeks then I worked as a course counselor in a particular college. Not a very big nor famous college, but I’ve learned alot during these 2 months.

I’ve came to realise, children these days are so pampered, spoiled and undecisive.

During these days, I’ve met different kind of people, especially parents. They come in all shapes,size and attitude. But, they have 1 thing in common, they care for their children, till to the extend I would say over-protective.

I got scolded from parents for not able to provide accurate information

I’ve met parents came searching for the last resort as other college couldn’t accept their children cause of the "good" results they’ve obtained in SPM. This is the one, that touches me most.

There’s this particular parent. Came enquiring the course on behalf of the son. Of course, I did my usual counseling, and provided a study route suitable for their son. However, this son of theirs, didn’t turn up for the counseling session. So, the parents left with all the information I’ve provided.

Second week, they’ve came again, enquiring for more information, without the son with them as well. I’ve came to know that they’re having financial difficulties, and I suspect that they’re fish mongers judging from the scent of their bodies when I counseled them.

This very moment I was so touched by their love for their children, despite of their child does not care about what is he going to study in the future. Their sincerity of their eyes is telling me to help them, to provide a course, which ensures a guaranteed and a safe pathway for their children to obtain a degree, and at the same time economical enough for them to sponsor their kids during this study period.

Parents will always be parents. Despite of some of their terrible attitude, I don’t blame them.

But I pity and envy their love for their children.

Ninety miles outside Chicago
I can’t stop driving I don’t know why
So many questions, I need an answer
Two years later, you’re still on my mind

Whatever happened to Amelia Earhart
Who holds the stars up in the sky
Cuz true love is just once in a lifetime
Did the captain of the Titanic cry?

Someday we’ll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we’ll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we’ll know why I wasn’t meant for you

Does anybody know the way to Atlantits?
What the wind says when she comes
I’m speeding by the place that I met you
For the ninty-seventh time, tonight

Someday we’ll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we’ll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we’ll know
Why I wasn’t meant for you
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Someday we’ll know
Why Samson loved Delilah
One day I’ll go
Dancing on the moon
Someday you’ll know that I was the one for you
I want to take you to the end of the rainbow
Watch the stars crash in the sea
If I could ask God just one question
Why aren’t you here with me, tonight?

Someday we’ll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we’ll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we’ll know why I wasn’t meant for you
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Someday we’ll know
Why Samson loved Delilah
One day I’ll go
Dancing on the moon
Someday you’ll know that I was the one for you

I really really really NEED a place to chillout. Nice lounge and music.

In need of a chillout therapy, been stressing myself out lately. Probably I still couldn’t adjust myself towards the changes around me lately.

The phase of my life has changed, once again, dramatically the 4th time in this very only year 2007. 

I’ll never… give up myself, my hope, my believes, my family, my faith, my dream and ambition.

Never… Ever… will